mitosis exhausting.

Aughra is super human and doesn't really get tired. I get tired thinking about doing things, much less actually doing them. Work is the same droning nightmare, not enough staff, too many patients, doctors not giving the right damned meds...the usual. Finding clothes to fit over my fatness depressing. Please remember when I was skinny, ok folks?



Ah. Those were the days. Now I encourage people to think "oh you look pregnant" because it beats looking fat again. Yeah, I'm shallow, I know.

Went shopping with Mom today. All the maternity clothes that are really pretty are really pretty because they're cashmere apparently. Or otherwise created out of some sort of magical fabric that costs $4000 a yard or something. Got a few items I can live with, and am deeply ashamed by just how comfortable maternity band on jeans is. It's like jeans- but sweatpants? Now I'm sad. And there is not anything in the house I want to snack on. What that might be, I'm not sure, I just know it's not here. Hmm.